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[20 Jul 2009|05:07pm] |
I haven't been able to walk since thursday.
My birthday is in two days! I am excited to be 18.
I miss Kina.
Getting a tattoo soon.
I am really happy despite all of these problems popping up.
My medical bills are pilling up, and my insurance isn't covering most of it. One office visit this month alone was 2,000 dollars. While I was at the hospital this morning, God answered one of my biggest prayers. This woman who worked there came up to me and told me that I qualify for this disability program Childrens has. Anything the insurance doesn't cover, Childrens Hospital is going to cover for me.
What a blessing. I am so thankful. I never thought that would happen.
Thank you, God.
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[17 Jul 2009|12:53am] |
I am in so much pain...
But I have hope, a real hope. A hope that is going to last for eternity. I have God sitting next to me.
Romans 8:18-39:" For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that is to be revealed to us. For the anxious longing of the creation waits eagerly for the revealing of the sons of God. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself also will be set free from its slavery to corruption into the freedom of the glory of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation groans and suffers the pains of childbirth together until now. And not only this, but also we ourselves, having the first fruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our body. For in hope we have been saved, but hope that is seen is not hope; for who hopes for what he already sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, with perseverance we wait eagerly for it. In the same way the Spirit also helps our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we should, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words; and He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. For those whom He foreknew, He also predestined to become conformed to the image of His Son, so that He would be the firstborn among many brethren; and these whom He predestined, He also called; and these whom He called, He also justified; and these whom He justified, He also glorified. What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who is against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him over for us all, how will He not also with Him freely give us all things? Who will bring a charge against God's elect? God is the one who justifies; who is the one who condemns? Christ Jesus is He who died, yes, rather who was raised, who is at the right hand of God, who also intercedes for us. Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
Just as it is written,
"FOR YOUR SAKE WE ARE BEING PUT TO DEATH ALL DAY LONG;
WE WERE CONSIDERED AS SHEEP TO BE SLAUGHTERED."
But in all these things we overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loved us.
For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. "
Thank God for His love.
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[26 Jun 2009|04:10pm] |
Today I was diagnosed with Ehlers-Danlos.
Its going to be a bumpy ride.
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[16 Mar 2009|12:55am] |
Isaiah 41:10-
'Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'
Psalm 46:1-
God is our refuge and strength, A very present help in trouble.
Ephesians 6:10-18-
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of His might. Put on the full armor of God, so that you will be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore, take up the full armor of God, so that you will be able to resist in the evil day, and having done everything to stand firm. Stand firm therefore, having girded your loins with truth, and having put on the breast plate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace; in addition to all, taking up the shield of faith with which you will be able to extinguish the flaming arrows of the evil one. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the spirit, which is the word of God. With all the prayer and petition pray at all times in the Spirit, and with this in view, be on alert with all perseverance and petition for all the saints.
1 Peter 4:12-14-
Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal among you, which comes upon you for your testing, as though something strange were happening to you; but to the degree that you share the same sufferings of Christ, keep on rejoicing, so that also the revelation of His glory you may rejoice with exultation. If you are reviled for the name of Christ, you are blessed, because the Spirit of the glory and of God rests on you.
1 Peter 5:8,9-
Be of sober spirit, be on the alert. Your adversary, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. But resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same experiences of suffering are being accomplished by your brethren who are in the world.
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have a beautiful day everyone.
-Aly
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[27 Nov 2007|01:19am] |
tegan and sara
amazing
fuck yeaaaaaaaaaaah
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[20 Nov 2007|01:39pm] |
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[23 Oct 2007|12:28pm] |
I'm looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Your lips are moving, I cannot hear
Your voice is soothing, but the words aren't clear
You don't sound different, I've learned the game.
I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight
You're thinking of me, the same old way
You were above me, but not today
The only difference is you're down there
I'm looking through you, and you're nowhere
Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight
I'm looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same
i love mary
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[28 Sep 2007|10:21pm] |
COME SIT NEXT TO ME FLY FELLOW
just bust a move
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[18 Sep 2007|01:08pm] |
Things are getting so much better. I found a way to get my emotions out. SPYRO!!
I am super worried about Kina. If you are reading this give me a call so I know you are alright!
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Love exists in the sky.
Love exists in the warmth of the summer sun beating on your back.
Love exists in the leaves slowly drifting to the cold Ohio ground.
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It is by no means an irrational fancy that, in a future existence, we shall look upon what we think our present existence, as a dream. -Edgar Allan Poe
friends only
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